I try to prevent myself to be too nervous; i try to avoid negative feeling which can overwhelm me; i try to take it easy but due to i take this interview seriously, i hardly put myself into bed.
I know this is my very first time, even now i try to practice speak confidently, i not very sure i can make it. I too used to broken English; i too used to chinese literate. I hope tomorrow i won't be the one who shy; won't be the one who get shocked during the interview.
I know that interview is the toughest one:) Mommy ask me, are u sure u want to go shanghai?
I not very sure...but this is the only chance for me to run away from NUS>.<
I too tired to study math. I can't understand why am i doing math:)
I reach the turning point...but is local minimum...very minimum...i wanna boost it up...
I am 22 yrs old now...kinda old....When my mom was in this age, she drew fantastic picture, she gain one house and one car to support my dad:D
Learn from her, i will chiong all of my best for the interview tmr:D
Review 1 : bad programming kill my CAP during year 1 sem 2...HAHAHAHA...no talent....receive the truth with opened heart =)
Review 2 : Put down my personal feeling ( sad, down and helpless) and begin a new life in new sem:D
Review 3 : Happy happy happy...Happiest in my life...i went England and Scotland. Is a brand new kick starts. Life is colorful. Thanks bro Nic and sis Mel for being the sponsor to me and mommy:)
Review 4 : Year 2 new sem starts:) I am happy. I grab some friends:p Weet...no longer morose when facing problems with my work:) Got slightly improvement.
Review 5 : HOHOHOHO....happy christmas and happy holiday season which nourished by love of my friends:) FLOWERS...i love you.....JI MUI...i miss you
Overall, bad starts of the year but good ending....
Keep it up! YOYO... i will keep pushing myself on.....
If i were the girl who can leap my time, the lucky one...i will go bac to my age of 18 accepting the offer of taiwan? or may be stay in msia study USM?
Or may be not so greedy leap it on and on for this sem...however, it cant happen, the leaping will stop and ended...
How leh...i should keep understand wat is my weakness for this funky math module...try it up b4 the exam...skip the lecture(since i hav went it) then everyday pia chek? fully use all the time?
Sometimes abstract physic or math, really can prove time can leap...space can leap too:)
If you find a black hole and a white hole...you simply pass through the black one and reach the white one, simply dun distort the black hole by ur mass...(hopefully your mass is small enough for you to squeeze in White hole) congratz..u reaching the another spacetime as you wish.
Sometimes, uncertainty, mystery did happen to live:)
That's why we cant explain why we are here? Eggs come or Chicken come first? Who is the one who first develop human? we really come from aqua animal->reptile->birds->dinosaur->monkey->orang utan-> the african-> human? Are we? No one can tell.
And from this new era...wat human do is create another human by clonning, create funky thgs through programming...loop here and there, discover mathmatical drake equation, physic( the existence of matter), electron photon, chemical organic element....on and on...just to find those mystery which is uncover:)
We never ever appreciate our existence here but so tends and mean to know the future, the mystery uncover.
Create stress to the world, educate the youngster, make them compete....create pain, sorrow but never enjoy.
Make the existence of money become powerful and make the existence of love become sorrowful. What's point? Somehow someday, we will die off by not taking the money with us. Somehow someday, our brain is just cannot work with those equation, theorem. Why?
Simply duno why, we want ourselves suffer so much, but end up not carrying away the success...We can only simply bring the happiness or the sorrow away but not this glamour success....
Let's just be selfish...live for you own:) be happy and don't be calculated with your glamour gloria "succesful rating" life
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