人因梦想而长大，谢谢最伟大的她

许玮伦走了，她带走了她的才艺， 留给了大家一个美好的回忆。
才艺是由妈妈细心培养。妈妈肯定对她的离去而痛心。
我现在仍然还健在，我一定要妈妈为我感到骄傲。
妈，谢谢你的栽培，我会加油的。
爱你 ^^

叶璇

一个经历了坎坷，刻苦。　终于成功的女生。

她演的连续剧不多，可是我就是偏偏喜欢上这个女演员。

她九岁时，父母离异。

她的父亲算是富豪。可是，没有给她任何觉得被宠爱的感觉。母亲为了惩罚她的父亲丢下九岁的她，狠心离去。

九岁，她学会绑辫子，努力考取好成绩。成绩出炉了，她是班上的高材生。可是，父母没有称赞她。她学会了自我欣赏。把成绩表在自己的床头。称赞自己，　爱自己多一点。

十三岁，就自己在美国黑人区租房间，自己努力生活，求学，考进美国顶尖大学的政治系。

她的勇气让我佩服。她的自立，自我欣赏，令我感到震叹不宜。

选美，进了娱乐圈，绯闻不断。她却可以笑说比起当年阮玲玉被逼得自杀生亡，现在媒体对艺人好太多了。我欣赏她的智慧。虽然父母没有对她很好，可是令我觉得难以置信，她竟然感激她的父亲。　谢谢他当年没有照顾她，令她依赖。

纵使，我觉得，要做大事的人，必须能够忍耐寂寞，忍耐孤单，不要埋怨，继续努力，才会成功。

比起她我太幸福了。让我趁着自己年轻，好好的磨练。

爱，　叶璇。

感动的加油

许久，我还记得那一份令我突然欣喜的加油。
一个不苟言笑的你，突然温柔的说了声加油。

纵使，我一直对你是心惊胆战， 我一直害怕你不满我的表现而愤怒、怒骂。
我的内心一直渴望你对我好一点， 宽容和体谅。
你对我的严厉， 我坦然接受。

后来的那一天，我最重要的那一天， 我报考了那一张高级文凭， 十六岁的我，快要验收我努力后的成果。当我心焦如焚的等待着进入考场， 你突然来电。 说了一声“加油！你可以的
！”你的这一份肯定，令我当场眼泪夺眶而出。我，哭了。

简单的一句加油令我终生难忘。 为了要令你骄傲，我做到了。

可是，我离开了你， 很久没和你联系。老师，谢谢你。至少，我在少年时曾经到达过音乐的巅峰。希望，有朝一日我会与音乐再续前缘。

shinny shinny day ^^

Recipe of the day:

Miso soup + lotsa lotsa Mushroom + tauhu + seaweed = TASTE GOODDDDDD
Lady fingers + egg plant + tomyam curry seasoning = SMELLLLLLL GOOOOOOD

Sum = Nice Nice Lunch :)

People of the day:

My sis: She looks pretty lazy today:)
She was sleeping at my side just now and is crawling to her bed now:)
She drove me home from working place just now.
I proud of her getting used to the manual little white proton saga. Sis, you are great. Last time, you aren't that great but now you are. ( Although ppl horns bhind you, haha)

Pets of the day:

My doggie, 3 legs doggie. You are crazy. You bites me when i going out to hang my clothes. You climb over my body. You tear away the newspaper! Arghhh.... But we love you so much:) Muacks little doggie.

Songs of the day:
Erm...listening to joey yong's song. Mom says she likes " Amazing Grace" Oh yea...me too:)

Work of the day:
Hmmm... My autocad drawing... Drew, lights, switch, fan, air cond, water heater...I printed one for my own self safekeeping:) woohooo...Will be engineers somedays.....hahahahahah

Alright, i love today....A Cheerful one:) yabiyabadibadoo................

You never learn to appreciate when your children beside you

Since young, i love my family and my parents a lot. I was thinking next year i will be stepped in my working life and not be able to come back to my home sweet home.

Therefore, i was trying very hard to persuade myself to go back home and have my internship near my hometown. In fact, i have did it by working at a five minutes drive distance's company.

I not really feel that i learn anything in the company. I feel like i learn nothing but only typing which is a skill i have already mastered in my primary school. Not even that, the boss there ask me to learn from the Malay girl about skill of drafting letter...HAHAHAHA...funny...i know everything better than the Malay girl regards to computer.

I feel the boredom of working life and i feel no challenging making me bored all the way.

I hope to have a happy weekend everytimes.

But now, you make me down.

What you have done to me and why did i sleep so early every night is because of you.
Not that praying and believe in god is not good but you are just too much...until you forget the existing of your husband and children.
I don't want to blame you for praying god because believe in god is a good practice. I did that also, but you are just too much.

You had used up my relaxing time to have your learning bible session, you used up my time of practicing piano. However, you blame me facing my computer without doing anything and you blame me about my learning about mathematics.

Hey, do you really know why did i choose to come back to Malaysia?
I miss my piano, my everything which i can't do everyday in Singapore.
You don't really know me but you pretend you are.
You know God more than me. I am not jealous but you are not going to appreciate the existing of me.

Well, i don' t know what will happen. I will just leave you here one day when i trying to achieve my dream.

I love you but i have to leave you someday....
I beg you to appreciate the existing of me from this moment...
I hope you are..

不要诬蔑我

星星知道我的心事。

太阳知道我的正直。

云朵知道我的洁白。

雨滴洗脱我的罪名。

微风吹干我的泪滴。

毒蛇般的言语，

说我的不是，

蝎子般的心，

说我不忠。

沉重的责备，

像落井下石，

非要把我打得皮开肉绽。

那一幕直到今日我仍然历历在目。

我需要门时，你把我的门给堵着。

我需要窗时，你用木板把它钉了个交叉。

急需救我的人， 我感激救过我的人。

虽然我浑身是伤，但我捡回一条小命。

感激。

但，

我还是无法原谅诬蔑过我的人。

造口业

我，
坏了，
不孝，
不爱，
生恨，
厌恶，
诬蔑，
诽谤，
不敬。

叛逆，
顶嘴，
幼稚，
没有大智慧，
以小人之心度君子之腑。

为什么，二十来岁还是长不大？
不细心，
不忍耐，
动不动就哭，闹.

我的忍在哪里？
静在哪里？

我很坏很坏很坏很坏:(