Friday, March 6, 2015

Good Morning

To love myself more, to be more attractive, to appreciate the youth I have own. Girls, let's be pretty <3

Thursday, March 5, 2015

What have you seen?

What have you seen from the window ?
Routine? greens? Reflection of self? Boredom of waiting? Structured route? Adventurous ? Stable ? 

At this point in time, I see routine, planned route but I would like a change, I would prefer a change which strike and twist my life!

I am blessed to be alive today, I want to do something different for a better tomorrow!

Give me strength and take away my laziness and tiredness ~ fingers crossed 

比翼鸟?

连鸟都会忠心直到永远,为何人不能?
总是残忍的抛弃
总是太多诱惑,太忙为理由
抛弃了另一半
一旦付出就应该坚守到底
打开心房接受的那一刻不是简单的
但是轻易说不和坚决是比这只比翼鸟还残忍
相信爱?体会爱?体谅爱?
感情这一块,我还是交白卷....
不敢也害怕
害怕拥有的失去
长久的短暂

Wednesday, March 4, 2015

Laying on the grass patch under the sky

Such lovely jog we had yesterday :)
Love the freedom, love the speed
The food was surprisingly good, the barrage was dark but it was cool to have picnic there...
Laying down is fun, watching the sky, discussing about the moon, clouds and SKY MAP!!! 
Such distress session for me, I have love this much :) please have more session on this instead of drinking.
I try to make friends, new friends, but to catch the dynamics, it takes time, when we have the dynamics, I am afraid, I will not be here anymore ~
Let's just appreciate the time we are together!

Cheers :) 

Monday, March 2, 2015

Stuck

I am very stuck here, like a bird has her wings fractured, a mermaid waxed in the bath tub, a turtle crawling and waiting for her chance to get back to the sea ~
I have a dream and a feeling of my dad driving his car all the way to Singapore, and I happily move all the boxes and belongings into his car! I jump and punch the air shouted loudly "YES! FINALLY!!!!"

I am stucked here, when can I leave this country? When ? 
It hurts, I sore.. I tried to be happy ~

Sunday, March 1, 2015

Courage

I wish I will still have the courage to walk like this~ just like 10 years ago the 18 years old me, who choose not to be a princess, who choose to be adventurous, who choose to live difficult stand on her own feet, who cried and yell and hope for someone to hold her, to help her~ but eventually she walk herself through the pain~
I wish to have a right time to continue the journey, I don't have patience to wait, please, time please come, I am eager to move on like this, just like this teenage girl who has the courage to walk straight on the fence! 

真实会是这样吗?

表白真的会是酱吗?
还是其实没有那么坦荡?
戏剧永远都是戏剧