Lunch ~

Long time never had lunch together ~ good catch up~ hope you are not too tired, too occupied :) hope the best for you ~ 

Violin exam

Woohoo~ violin exam next year March! Looking forward! I want a distinction but I am lazy to work hard :X harder... Hardest 

Hope my plan worked out:

2016 grade 7

If possible audition 

And ... Germany 2017... Woohoo 

Shadows~

Wtf? I can't imagine I am doing this ~ actually I like my time alone but always get ~.~

Care and sick

Sick~ fall sick~ real sick~ running away from reality

Sick from physically to mentally~ sick from unforgivable emotion by thinking negative resolution 

Would I still be loved ? Be liked?

Is time to grow up by ignoring whether I am being liked being loved being the central of the world ? 

May be life is always this way, you ain't that important when you have ignore somebody until an extend. Breakthrough that extend and you deserve to be left out, cold and icy.

Get well soon, Ah Hua~ get well soon 

Outsider

Seems like I am an outsider today. Again is the matter of 4/5 I can still feel it, I can't ignore it. I am sensitive. I told myself not to do this but as much as I care, I couldnt resist myself from doing it.
As much, I become emotional, I am angry with myself probably. Not sporting, not happy, can't be that high too on a whole.

New year wish ?! What to do ?
Find a boyfriend so that I could get someone, one and only one for me and on my side.
I have no right to ask for more from a friend. No right and not right.

Let's be it. I hope I can cope, I try, I know I am wrong, but I can't do anything to prevent that happen. Fingers crossed, cheers to friendship forever~

I am always that kind of person who like to stick to original group, original people, original dynamics. I am emotional, sensitive when I care. When I am not, I will be cold and ignoring.

Happy Monday blues!