Thursday, March 31, 2016

他是水瓶座

他,有原则但冷血。
杀老鼠,研究脑细胞。问过他,是否觉得残忍?“也还好啊,已经习惯了。”
他在旅行的时候,看见每一只动物,都想着如何烹调它来得最美味。
他,手心的温柔,让动物觉得毛骨悚然。虽然动物爱他,但却敬畏他。 有种力量让动物不得不顺从,但是如果这是动物不是宠物,那就很可怕了。所以,Mike家的宠物Bailey,好爱他。
露营时,有大蚂蚁。我害怕,而嚷着恐怖,他却轻易的用大脚用力的踏过蚂蚁,来回不断。我却怜悯的说,蚂蚁快死了,放过它吧。他却一笑置之。Royston 便说:“相信他吧,不会那么容易死的。” 说完,蚂蚁真的复活了!还尝试爬进营帐里。于是,最后他把它给踩死了,我也无话可说。阿弥陀佛,蚂蚁你一路好走吧。

热情如火和冷若冰山不是反义词吗?怎么可能在同一个人身上存在?热情嘛,我真没看过,虽然他还蛮nice的。冷若冰山还真是对的,因为从来没有表露出来他的情感,连社交网站都只是放图而不多写,没人知道他在想什么。也许,说中了是自命清高。

看了韩剧,还真希望他会像第二男主,虽然冷漠,有时动作说话残忍,或许忘了对方的感受,却很老实,而不会口花花。那一幕“你还好吗?”真的很暖心。

我喜欢木木的你,因为不多话,却很聪明,很有神秘感。
可是我不像第二女主,那么活泼可爱能够成功挑逗木木的你。我想,我会学习,如何才会更聪明的引起你的注意。学习吧,我还真不会这一门…


Made my day!

It has been a while since you last liked my photo. Normally, I am not inside the photo, it will be either good food or scenery that we shared or a piano. Hah, thanks to mom who send me my childhood photo and you really liked it ? I am glad ... Even if in gaudium magnum, no one will stop by and smell the roses. 

At the speed of how you scrolling through social media, you stop by and like this, it's like a great bonus which windfall on me. 

Since when Am I so excited about just a "like"?! How have you invade my life and make me so helpless :( it has been 4 months, and I still have thinking on you. strangely, I hope I am not desperate, but you have really attracted me and become a part of my thinking memory.

Can we meet soon? 😔 why is there such strong feelings? Why ? 

Monday, March 28, 2016

朋友。开心

友情其实会改变,从前的从前,我一直坚信,如果他是你的朋友,那以后的以后,他也会是你的朋友。这的确是错误的,我用了好长的时间去领悟,好长的时间去放手。

从前的从前,以为这份友谊是无法发展,也无法达成共识。却在现在的现在,同桌吃饭,讲废话。人啊,很奇怪,可能会成为熟悉的陌生人;却有可能从陌生人变成熟悉的亲人。

到底,这份友谊还是必须被珍惜,不该再被轻视任何相聚的时刻。害怕会否瞬间又会变回陌生人?或许只珍惜此刻,那就好了!

Friday, March 11, 2016

Reasons and feeling

If there's a reason of like....

Even your reply is only a line, I am fancy, I kept the screenshot, I hellouuuu, to get your attention. Even though we are just friend, I miss you when we don't meet, I make time for you, if you wanna meet, no matter how tired how sleepy how much work I have.

If there's a reason of hate, not favorable :

I come up with thousands of reasons to reject. In a good way ..
I stomachache 
I too much work
I not feeling well

It's just because I don't feel like meeting. All these over time has changed my feelings may be also your feelings. I care when we were friends, I don't care when you don't care about me anymore.

I don't want a buffet, you guys insist to have one
I don't want anyone bring a plus one, you guys insist to bring one
No respect, then why go? 

Feelings of hurt... Feelings of like...
Reasons come after feelings, no fake, no lies, no joke. This is me, as always with the Chinese sayings "宁为玉碎,不为瓦全" I want a picture perfect, I couldn't accept toleration, because life is short 




Tuesday, March 8, 2016

A dream

Miss the days when we were 4 together!
Such a dreamy trip.. Went and dreamt for a total of 7 days 6 nights, be a princess and enjoyed to the max.

Back to Singaoore and everything just back to squared 1... Why? I miss the dynamics, I miss the trip, I miss you ...

My soul has been stolen... How? How? How? 

Monday, March 7, 2016

Miss you

I miss you from the distance to the moon and back 😔
Missing you