Saturday, May 30, 2015

做指甲去

有时觉得自己漂亮
有时觉得自己懒散
我要做漂漂亮亮的二十六!
我要活得美美精彩❤️

Friday, May 29, 2015

关心

为何还是如此关心?
可以无视我的存在,让我自生自灭也许比较好过
也许吧也许
也许我还是会不好过
我到底想要什么

Sunday, May 24, 2015

遗忘是痛苦的

科技发达的时代往往选择遗忘或不想知道是件很难的事
Facebook, Twitter 所有的社交网络将会不停不停的提醒你
你老了,进度慢
别人在实现梦想时,就不停地在提醒你的梦想在哪里?实现了多少?
别人在幸福美满时,就不停地提醒你的幸福在哪里?
比较往往都会存在,说不比较是骗人的
想无视也很艰难,因为手机上网太方便
每见一次,苦一次
我宁愿永远不联系,比较容易遗忘
快走,快走,几时可以逃离?
我越来越不懂得微笑,我的笑也越来越不真实,怎么办?怎么办?
很彷徨,再也不像以前快乐的我。
难道社交网站真的可以改变一个人的心态,甚至人生?

Friday, May 22, 2015

外刚内柔?外柔内刚?

哪个好?
我是哪个?
我想我应该是外刚内柔
不好~
软弱的心,别人永远看破不了
外表太强硬
假装,伪装坚强
假装没事,没有放在心上
假装没哭,可是心里流着泪
只有妈妈,只有妈妈看得见
只有自己,只有自己听得见
永远都是说话刚烈,其实心里没有那样的意思
永远情绪失控,操纵了爆发式的性格,无法挽回
欲希望这点会让别人看穿,那就会完全赤裸的被人了解
该要等人了解,倒不如试着外柔内刚
到底个性和性格,哪个是可以操控?
应该是性格可以被改变
所以外柔内刚是性格吗?还是个性?
试试吧,也许这会使我没那么难受,更加坚定坚持,改变我的三十,我的人生

该走,就该走

拜托提起精神努力向上。
既然选择了离开,就要不顾一切的离开。不然那心里放着的痛,怎么会值得?
选择了不规律的冒险,为何还不出发,受不了自己的一拖再拖,到底自己心里在想什么。
我的能量去了哪里?我需要支持。我的心在哪里?我需要相信自己。
不管冒险的路途有多远,我要坚持的走下去。不管多孤独,心里流着泪,都要坚强的走下去。

把我自己放在如果我不去,如果我选择了…我一定一定会后悔。
所以,为什么还要等?为什么不走?

Thursday, May 14, 2015

对的人

对的人很重要
对的人会改变你一生
下的赌注,会一盘回本
未来就无忧
但谁又能向你保证他是对的人?

Wednesday, May 13, 2015

Real man pick up the pieces

Well, this is actually the fact when a girl trying to be adventurous and tried out new boy friend. Parents will worried, even the girl herself is not confidence that she made a right choice. It's just a try an error, no one will be able to guarantee her future except herself.

She decides, she tries and it might be the boy hurts her, or both hurting each other, or found out not compatible. They gave up, he let go her hands, she fall and she breaks

Daddy came into her life, pick up the pieces of her heart. Mommy came along, cook her favorite dish, pat hear head, sleep together with her as what she did when she was young. 

Oh Lord, may family always together and support each other since there's evil, unhappy moment out there.
Just can't imagine my life without parents. If I were an orphan, I shouldn't be exist in the world ... Can't imagine how difficult kids out there without family around.

Saturday, May 9, 2015

嗨,你好!

嗨,你好!
你是……
一个不多话的印象
运动型
很酷
很正

谢谢你当了我的镜子
我看了看你,看了看自己
我没长大
他,长大了

我盼望成熟的他,忘了改变幼齿的自己

让我好好想想如何成为成熟的二十
改变软弱,害怕,无自信的自己
吸引另一个成熟的他

娃娃自恋狂

打扮,是我以前从未做过的事
这是成长,还是为了引起注意?
好事还是坏事?


Friday, May 8, 2015

时代

谢谢你们陪我走过年少轻狂的时代
原来我是生在福中不知福,谢谢你们让我醒悟,我将会好好把握我下一个转角幸福。
不管你们在哪儿,和谁在一起,都真心的祝福,你们有着纯真,愉快的笑容。
这一篇,永远都 是我记忆里最好的回忆

Thursday, May 7, 2015

My siblings are selfish

After years, I still think that my siblings are extremely selfish. Since young they do not care about others, they care their own happiness, they are ridiculous person, they don't be considerate. apparently they are the elder siblings, I should be blessed because I am taken care of. But so far, I taken care of by my parents but I don't think they do especially my brother.
The selfish and irresponsible brother who run away from responsibility with only taking my parents advantage and money.
My sister is selfish with her emotion, jealousy hatred. When everything comes together she can't think straight and start to argue why brother can enjoy luxurious of selfish but she can't. There, she follow and become selfish.

Loud applause. Sometimes I think my brother has to be educate better, so that he won't affect his sisters and disturb our feelings. Wonder if he knows he has fault though, either he knows it but pretend or he is totally blunt.

What to do ? I am learning to let things go. I shall find my own happiness and own life instead of holding on to this family relationship which doesn't work at all