Sunday, September 18, 2016

All taken

When all of them all taken! You are left alone, you are on your own, you are no longer bubbly, you don't laugh the way you are. You try to keep cool and calm, you know there's no point of return as everyone moving forward.

A race of life remains as a race, everyone continue with the track, dating, married, give birth, kids grown up, all full flooded with fb, friends Jio you go play tinder because you are lonely. And you think you somewhere there's a prince waiting for you but it's not true, no prince, no one waiting for you.

You thought you are atas, you play a violin, you play a piano, you read poem, your boy friend should share the same interest and at least not a clubbing guy. Sorry, no such guy exist! Don't have! Wake up! If you want, go flirt go play tinder! 

Let me know if the guy is good? Not sure, no one knows! Take it or leave it..

Oh well, what to do? I still believe be myself and be on my own is definitely better than out of desperation simply lug a guy for heaven sake... 

I believe in self, I think I can, just a little bit tougher but I should be able to pull through this.

Friday, September 9, 2016

害怕被遗弃

1. 小时候每次妈妈要出去,我都要跟随,因为心理害怕被遗弃。
2. 哭闹不要上课,因为怕见不到妈妈。
3.妈妈装死人,哭泣,因为怕永远失去妈妈。
4. 爸爸妈妈吵架,闹离婚,我哭闹因为害怕被丢弃。
 
长大后
1.害怕被朋友遗弃,害怕登山被人丢在后。
2. 别人玩钢铁悬崖吊,自己体力不佳没得跟上不开心。
3. 朋友有男女朋友之后遗弃我,便害怕,恐慌,希望自己找到一个不会遗弃自己的人。
4.旅行不喜欢被人家等待,更不喜欢被遗弃。因为我要大家一起一起玩乐,不要分开。

请不要遗弃天平座😞