剥栗子的人

找到你那专属剥栗子的人吗？

找到了就珍惜吧

找不到就等等吧

每个人都有机会拥有幸福，不是不到，可能幸福来得迟了些

等等吧

接受果然比放手重要

你接受了他不再是剥栗子的人

你也接受了朋友之间的背弃

接受是完完整整的告一段落，接受新的开始

放手往往还是念念不忘，忘不掉也忘不了

所以，我在学习接受，接受被世界背弃，寻觅我的方向，然后再重新出发～

有离别才有重逢和珍惜

Photos explain thousand words 

幸福天

与家人在一起是最幸福的事！虽然无法弹琴给他们听，躺在沙发一起休息也不赖！很爱你们哦~

Escape from practice!

To escape from practicing, I will read the magazine. At least something to do with violin. I decided to take a break with my violin (him) let me cool down and understand you more.... You are not that easy to be under my control when I am BLARDY nervous. Let me find back my confidence and hug you once more later ... But not today 

要求太高

我是否要求太高，简单歌曲也拉不好。

是否应该静下来想想如何努力才好。

怎么办？很累:( 很想睡

拥有

人生中所拥有的，突然消失了。

今天你像神一般的在舞台上表演，明天未必能持续。

今天你拥有一班开心狂乐的朋友，明天突然感觉消失了。

今天家人能够陪伴，明天也会突然无人在身旁。

为什么我们总是会在拥有后失去？珍惜后伤痛。 不懂为什么年龄越大，越悲观，越多顾虑，累…很累

拥有都是为了等待失去

走着走着，就散了，回忆都淡了，看着看着，就累了，星光也暗了，听着听着，就醒了，开始埋怨了，回头发现，你不见了，失去了…

早餐

早餐很重要，是新的一天开始的原动力。朋友很重要，是人生遥远困苦之路的支柱。

我想我们能成为室友是缘分。再过一两年可能大家也就不在对方的身边了。

希望当我们可以享受着阳光和咖啡的时候，尽情享受。

愿您身体健康，天天快乐，我的好友坚室友:) 

公主起床啦

公主起床啦！快！快为了梦想而奋斗！没人理你，最好自己为自己打气！

打气打气，充气充气！

Likka 5 years old

Family is indeed important for me in my life now, I start to appreciate more about family especially when I have to stay in Singapore permanently. I appreciate mom cooks my favorite food, dad makes me nice orange juice and take away the best char kuey teow in town, drive me everywhere, I am likka Princess. I love them although they are noisy and naggy at times. I love playing music for dad and mom, I am still imagining times when I was practicing piano, he was reading the news and Mom was cooking~

How time flies, and this never stays longer and I have to be a loner to play violin for no one except the little animals sitting on my bed. Take away food everyday, take the train and squeeze with people everyday~ I hate life without family especially parents.

I know my sister has improved much, she's no longer that sister I hated when i was younger, she changed to be better and more caring person. I love her in that sense, every time when I get home I love to stick to her and make her go shopping with me. Best companion and I could feel the sisterhood once more in my life.

But why at times she will like a 5 years old who act cunning or perhaps she wants to win in every situation. When everyone told her its a loosing battle, she still wants to prove that she's right. She still has her top jealousy on top of everything, love and attention from the parents. She hated parents criticizing her, but parents always think that education is the most important component in our up bringing. They are strict and criticize their children frequently. It's responsibilities of the parents to tell the child that he/she is wrong. 

I appreciate them, but why my sis couldn't and she keeps thinking of jealousy why parents can't just love her without criticizing her. Well, I really hope she can think straight and don't spoil our long planned vacation. I will love to bring her everywhere she wants to be and eat the best food with her in town and play eat drinks with her in the chalet.

Please don't make me upset :( please do not get affected by any unnecessary circumstances. I have partially losing some important friends, and now you want me to even lose the great time with family ?

Always love you all~

In my heart will be always family come first, dream, friends, then money always come last.

Please stay ! 

完美主义之一丝柔情

戏剧终究是戏剧，现实生活认为无法发生。真的有人会爱和保护一个那么不起眼的女生？乱世中，真的命运会用红笔圈上这个女生的脸蛋，然后爱神降临？

收视率会爆红也因为人们现实生活中找不到戏剧里的左震，所以才会渴望，想看。也没多少个锦绣，可以那么真实，单纯，但是还那么起眼。

一个温热的拥抱，用力的紧握，又是多少个面对问题的人们所需要的。不管是家人、朋友或爱人，都需要这生活的一丝温暖。他是一个避风港，一个肯定，一个安全感。万事都会在这拥抱后，解决。飘泊在外的自己，也何尝没有渴望过这种安慰。当面对困难会有一只有力的双手把你紧紧握着。我却渴望不了而掉到困苦里去了。不是每个人都会像锦绣如此幸运。

若有一天我可以找到这一个怀抱，我将不会再错失机会，深知，这将会是万分之一的机遇。这辈子也有可能得不到，因为这象征完美，完美的爱。

撒娇

当你不再对某人撒娇以后，依赖的心态已经彻底除掉。

撒娇是为了引起注意，寻找安慰。当你清醒再怎么娇弱都不会有人怜悯之后，开始升华，自立自强。

改变不是变成另外一个人，但树立一个更坚强的自己。别人会问，哦，为什么今天那么漂亮，那么特别？

其实我平时都很漂亮很特别，只是和你们太熟络，我让你们看到一个最纯朴的自己。

当在朋友中学习成长，不会再奶声奶气之后，真正的我也就只有家人看得见了。

失去了能接纳你矫情的友人，往往心里一刺痛。

在盼望让我撒娇的人出现之前，我会更爱自己，让自己漂亮，让自己快乐。

期盼着真正快乐的降临.....

观后感

需要多少的努力才能站在舞台上发光。如雷的掌声响起，美妙几乎完美的音律令观众叹为观止。

听说表演者是抱病上战场，能够如此保持水准，还可以活泼随音乐摇摆，真令我佩服。

究竟需要付出多少分的努力才能达到如此境界，就连在旁的衬托表演者，有些表演至白发苍苍也还未到如此境界。

我很想成为其一，那就追梦吧～

Good Morning

To love myself more, to be more attractive, to appreciate the youth I have own. Girls, let's be pretty <3

What have you seen?

What have you seen from the window ?

Routine? greens? Reflection of self? Boredom of waiting? Structured route? Adventurous ? Stable ? 

At this point in time, I see routine, planned route but I would like a change, I would prefer a change which strike and twist my life!

I am blessed to be alive today, I want to do something different for a better tomorrow!

Give me strength and take away my laziness and tiredness ~ fingers crossed 

比翼鸟？

连鸟都会忠心直到永远，为何人不能？

总是残忍的抛弃

总是太多诱惑，太忙为理由

抛弃了另一半

一旦付出就应该坚守到底

打开心房接受的那一刻不是简单的

但是轻易说不和坚决是比这只比翼鸟还残忍

相信爱？体会爱？体谅爱？

感情这一块，我还是交白卷....

不敢也害怕

害怕拥有的失去

长久的短暂

Laying on the grass patch under the sky

Such lovely jog we had yesterday :)

Love the freedom, love the speed

The food was surprisingly good, the barrage was dark but it was cool to have picnic there...

Laying down is fun, watching the sky, discussing about the moon, clouds and SKY MAP!!! 

Such distress session for me, I have love this much :) please have more session on this instead of drinking.

I try to make friends, new friends, but to catch the dynamics, it takes time, when we have the dynamics, I am afraid, I will not be here anymore ~

Let's just appreciate the time we are together!

Cheers :) 

Stuck

I am very stuck here, like a bird has her wings fractured, a mermaid waxed in the bath tub, a turtle crawling and waiting for her chance to get back to the sea ~

I have a dream and a feeling of my dad driving his car all the way to Singapore, and I happily move all the boxes and belongings into his car! I jump and punch the air shouted loudly "YES! FINALLY!!!!"

I am stucked here, when can I leave this country? When ? 

It hurts, I sore.. I tried to be happy ~

Courage

I wish I will still have the courage to walk like this~ just like 10 years ago the 18 years old me, who choose not to be a princess, who choose to be adventurous, who choose to live difficult stand on her own feet, who cried and yell and hope for someone to hold her, to help her~ but eventually she walk herself through the pain~

I wish to have a right time to continue the journey, I don't have patience to wait, please, time please come, I am eager to move on like this, just like this teenage girl who has the courage to walk straight on the fence! 

真实会是这样吗？

表白真的会是酱吗？

还是其实没有那么坦荡？

戏剧永远都是戏剧